Fever-ing for the past two days and have been lying in bed like a lazy pig. All Cai Hong Liang’s fault. Who ask him to go out when he’s having fever?! Go around passing to others.

Grah, but it’s my fault la. Immune system has been weak these few days. Just found out from the doctor that my entire throat is infested with ulcers. I dislike the entire respiratory system and the organs. My windpipe’s going to swell sooner of later, again and again. Have two days mc, most probably not going to school tomorrow either. Head hurts and I don’t have the strength to study for chemistry test tomorrow. Might as well rest at home then suffer in school.

The stupid pills were easy to swallow till the gargling with some water mixed with the capsule part came. I tried gargling, ended up puking out my pills and breakfast and other what nots. Yuck.

Anyway, Hong Liang was nice to sms me before he left :] I didn’t hear my phone vibrate as I was too engrossed in my book or slightly deaf from the throbbing brain, or I would have replied with a Bon Voyage or something in that context. Well, he’ll be back in a flash and no doubt I’ll miss this friend of mine :]

Vicki, notice I used the word friend. So please don’t make any assumptions

Saw Yeeyin’s blog and went to check the search engine thingy for my blog. Hilarious.

1) Yeo Kai Lin Jodie (Weird people actually searched for my name)

2) Topless (What the? I don’t have topless photos at all, not to mention on my blog)

3) Letter J in flowers (Wow. I’m a flower. I’m ‘blooming ‘ amused)

4) 女人 (Ahem. I can become 男人 too)

That was lame. Just trying to revive the blog. And Gwen didn’t update our blog Why Why!

wow. time passes so fast!

bai nian-ing has been boring except that hongliang entertains me the whole time :] some photoa couple of photos here, no commenting on how ugly i look though because i’ve been gross looking the entire cny. it’s too mundane for me to blog about cny so i’m just going to not bother. xD

and hey vicki, HUGE ACHIEVEMENTS! i wore heels for cny, every day i went out. &, *jaw drop* i wore a skirt, and it’s not the long kind. can’t believe i did all those. :X

i can’t be bothered to post anymore. i’m always so sleepy and tired, but i still do my homework okay! i don’t owe miss quek any homework up to date and that is a mean feat for me!

chinese new year is coming! i have no new clothes but i do have clothes that i’ve not worn before which i guess i will for bai nian. i bought two pairs of shoes though: a pair of red slingbacks at $15.90, and just bought a pair of kitten heels at $10 at amk hub. cheap shoes are good so i can keep buying new ones without feeling xin tong!

going out with serene and michelle is fun with michelle tang ponding over white or black shoes! so hilarious! & i was walking around the shop barefooted, OOPS.

 anyway, happy chinese new year people! you know I love YOU.

p.s if any of you want to buy fiesta coupons, contact me

gosh. my chinese results are SUCKY. i got A2 which is seriously depressing, but the thought that i got highest in my class of FIVE people, makes it slightly more comforting. sighh. li lan laoshi came up to me and asked how are my results and she sort of guessed that my oral pulled it down which is seriously true..

anyway, she told me that she actually wanted michelle tang and i to be in her class. our class split into two, the so-called poorer in chinese students with chenyongming and the better ones with her. but she thought it’ll be weird to split the both of us up since there were only five. PHEWW.. because she’s a good teacher but i’ll prefer slacking since i’m just going to pass for higher chinese. & with the chinese scholars on her side, it’ll be seriously STRESSFUL!

yesterday, after receiving our results, they made us go to the hall and see the sec 4s get theirs. our school’s standard is super high and FREAKY la. michelle and i were sort of stunned, haha. they made those with more than 7A1s go up to the stage, so cool la, i also want yuxi got 10A1s la! FREAKKK!

was trying to comfort ollie but she rejected me was feeling so dejected after that till i cried for her.

this is TERM ONE WEEK THREE, the busiest week of my life till now.

 4 tests: biology, chemistry, emath, geography. however, i guess there’ll be more coming up. GRAH. but for the time being, NEXT WEEK IS TEST-LESS. yay yay!

but still, there’s HOMEWORK. if we follow the new numbers, meaning EM1, EM2 etc etc, i don’t owe any homework AT ALL. believe it or not? i can’t, haha.

got back the circles test and set notation test, which i expected to fail for both. surprisingly, i got 16/30 for the circles and…

24/25 for the set notation! wow wow. so proud of myself! amazing la! i’ve never done so well for math before! but i guess i was lucky, because i didn’t exactly understand the questions and concept. but still, IT’S A GOOD START FOR THE YEAR.

during the 75th anniversary mass, the stupid school let off two birds, CAGED BIRDS. one couldn’t really fly and was caught back, and the other got caught by some stupid crow (heard that it let it go though.) stupid rituals..

during chinese, stupid chenyongming kept picking on me. stupid guy. & now there’s this higher chinese speech competition, which our class has to send one representative. our class is made up of about 14 people, 5 of which is from charity and the rest from loyalty. WHICH ALSO MEANS HE’S GOING TO PICK FROM THE FIVE OF US. & he said that i should write a good speech as 40% of hope is placed on me. WHAT THE?! GRAH.

past two chinese lessons have been playing neopets for me and michelle yay!

OH, and we went RJC on monday! saw sharon, wanxin and vionna plus plus jasmine, jaslene, monica! so cool eh! & we went into their library to slack. HAHA. and wait for the rain to stop. MISSED THEM A LOT! <3

stupid vicki, got me hooked on F.I.R. :/

2008 already! so fasttt. i’m not ready to work hard. ><

anyway, PSL-ing for one diligence 08′ till now has been great! it’s in the same classroom as one unity 07′ so it actually brings back a lot of memories, especially the part where i get overwhelmed by the girls.

however, i’m a bit dead this year and not as enthusiastic as the previous time. but still, i do communicate with some of the lovely people in the class, mainly sophia (who’s permanently stuck to me for the time being), si ci (who’s si’en’s sister, super alike in terms of mannerisms and physical appearance) and rachel, maryanne etc etc.

original plan of skipping the stayover for orientation camp changed since vivian became a psl last minute and i found a ’sticking’ mate. i hate stayovers.

anyway, hope i’ll cope tomorrow and the day after.

ONEDILIGENCE08′ <3

these two are seriously the cutest!

isaac the crybaby and evan the forever hyper kid!

One word: Wonderful

CIP-ing at Catalyst Infant and Childcare Centre was fabulous. Working our maternal instincts and not forgetting our ‘charm’ with the kids.

Right Vivian? I know Justin loves you.

I think what was memorable about the whole activity was the carrying of children and coaxing them. Amazing how kids react to human touch, watching them fight and do their own things, oblivious to whatever’s going on around them.

Changing in full view of everyone after their shower was cute, since the boys and girls don’t seem to notice their physical differences. Maybe except for BRANSON TAN WEI JIE who didn’t want to dry himself because I was sitting on a chair next to him.

The teachers there were really nice and I guess Vivian, Chengmun and I are appreciated and well-received by all of them. Especially by Yueting who’s super duper happy that we’re returning on Monday. With an age gap of six years, she feels like we’re her classmates. Plus, she’s super nice just like the rest.

I can’t wait for Monday, hope I’ll be much better then, I wouldn’t want to pass on anymore germs. But guess what, I caught a flu from the kids. grah. & I’ll bring a camera!

& yes, I promise to be back on Monday, and this is the 20+ time I;m saying it, ok, Chen Wei Jie & Wu Long Hao?

friday was WHOOSHHH~

first thing up in the morning was consortium outing and i got vivian to go with me, taking the role of my cousin. we were late, pretty late, found the others playing bridge at macs which left me with ‘?’s.

attendance was good, eight people in total: kenneth, nella, cheryl, yuyue, shawn, alan, vivian & me. wow wow.

we headed towards the beach and started with mostly stoning until vivian, nella and i decided to hunt for pretty shells! walking along the beach, picking up lovely shells and going deeper and deeper into the water, without planning to get wet, which we did. nella introduced the super duper fun, sandball making which is duper fun, like making ice balls in the olden days. & there came the splashing of water, and the two people, vivian and me, who did not plan to get wet so we wore white to reduce heat absorption, got wet, like duh. even people like kenneth who did not want to get wet came into the water to play!

holding hands and bobbing up and down in the water was fun, but after we went deeper and deeper, vivian lost her balance & due to her lack of swimming abilities, she panicked and tried to drown me, in that context

& the lovely people gave me a surprise belated birthday celebration! so sweeeeeet!

BUT, i forgot to take pictures with my own camera even though it was in my bag. grah, now i have to wait for the pictures.

anyway, after that, vivian and i went to orchard to meet the other facs for dinner, then LOVE ME, HATE ME, KILL ME NOW.

by the way, anybody wants JIAWEI FOR $10 A NIGHT?

the production was funny in the crazy manner, & they were shouting A LOT, hope their throats are fine. after the production, the facs & the 12slc people went over to newton for supper while vivian and i stayed at rgs. we actually planned to go home but wanxin came over and we chat chat chat, then sharon came over and we chat chat chat. so ended up chatting a lot. i love love wanxin and sharonnnn <3

grah. i want to have facs outing soon, better plan one this week. if not, i’ll be busy with the psle posting day and the sec one orientation and the cca fair. i LOVE sec ones, but not next year’s batch, which is freakishly my sister’s batch. *puke*

& gosh, MISS QUEK CALLED FOR MY HOMEWORK. shitshit.

Only Hope- Mandy Moore
There’s a song that’s inside of my soul
It’s the one that I’ve tried to write over and over again
I’m awake in the infinite cold
But You sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
and pray to be only Yours
I pray to be only Yours
I know now you’re my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars
Of Your galaxy dancing and laughing
and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that You have for me over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you’re my only hope

I give You my destiny
I’m giving You all of me
I want Your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs I’m giving it back

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you’re my only hope

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Seriously, I’m not sure anymore. I’m just not that kind of girl yeah?

OK fine,?I admit, I’m not a normal girl, or even, a normal human. Hmmm.. Just exclude the fact that at times, I do have feelings even though they are often neglected by others or abandoned by me. Other than that, I want to label myself as, in a positive manner, a “UNIQUE & SPECIAL” character. In short, weird, but OI, everyone’s different! :]

Going out with Michelle and Vicki was kind of fun if you exclude the shopping for clothes part. I apologise but I dislike shopping (it’ll be hate if it were not with friends). This makes me want to kill Adam and Eve, though I know they’re dead. WHY DID THEY HAVE TO EAT THE FORBIDDEN FRUIT? If they didn’t, we’ll all be frolicking naked without having to bother about clothes and other what-nots. & I will not have to bother about spending money on some piece of cloth which you usually pay for the brand and so-called quality. I hate being human for their self-conscious ways and also their scheming minds. I would much rather be a simple minded person who will be contented with a tree over my head and a slice of bread to eat. & it’ll also be a huge plus, if I do not have to spend a?quarter of my life studying something that I’m not interested in, not that I know what I’m interested in since i’m only thinking about what we’re having next period and counting down to recess then dismissal then the end of CCA.

How can some people look at things so positively? I think they’ll have to deprive me of school first before I can treasure it. But I doubt I will either, with a totally different mindset, I think school is a waste of time, in fact, if heaven is like what they say, I don’t see why we have to experience life on Earth first. Can’t we just live in heaven straight away? Anyway, we’ll die sooner or later, why give us the chance to live in a place where the cost of living is getting higher and higher & the pollution is killing us day by day?

I know one day I’m going to look back at this post again & laugh at how my weird mindset is making me crazy. One day, I’ll be self-conscious (maybe?) and I’ll start protesting to my past self, yelling to myself, “HEY! RETAIL THERAPY, RETAIL THERAPY! LIFE IS ALL ABOUT SHOPPING!” And perhaps by then, I’ll think that appearances mean A LOT and start bothering about those, dressing up? But for now, I’ll prefer not to like those. WASTE OF TIME. & perhaps by then, I’ll realise how lucky I am to be here on Earth, or if I live super long, I’ll realise how nice Earth is when I move to Mars or some other planet just because the ozone layer is depleting.

Sigh. I think I’m thinking too much? Or am I just blinded by the rest of the world and you?