SIGH

ZOMG to screwing up o’level chinese. i can kill myself if i don’t get an A, seriously & i think i will have to. i’ve learnt something about myself today: i don’t see question numbers. I’M GOING TO BURN THOSE BROCHURE TYPE PAPERS. freakfreak, i don’t know how to flipppp, now i’m going to flipppp and so are my results– from A to nice nice F. arggghhhh!

 CIP on saturday at 6pm, i’m so hardworking. i love love triathlons, drink stations are majorly funfun! anyway, east coast again this time! perhaps it will have younger men this time? so i can see who’s suitable for EEHUI! hohoho! then she can get rid of her gaijin and he will stop harrassing her! see eehui, i’m so nice to youuuu!

i want kinokuniya and BOOOKS. i still have my sixty bucks voucher and perhaps buy the three books: twilight, new moon & eclipse. just buy these since people say they’re nice, anyway i can’t make up my mind on what i want.

i doubt you really bother if i care or not, but all of us are behind you and we’ll support you in whichever choice you make. only advice: think carefully and don’t regret. 

HiC

yesterday was so laughable:)

went hwachong for some drama competition and it was superbly entertaining. vivian and i met up with jiaee, and supposedly mel and aly. but aly was sick and mel went in first. met a lot of other people as well.

the performances were alright except they were a bit confusing but it was entertaining all the same.

we laughed at chenxing dancing tribal dance, very successfully looking like an aborignal. we laughed at akilan’s body paint which sort of had a sexual connotation to it. we laughed at desmond’s totally gelled hair which was whoooo. we laughed at naifu’s attempt to act as a weird music geek(he managed to be weird). we laughed at sean writing with a feather without touching the paper. we laughed at chernyuen when he sang, ““I’ve walked the streets of Cairo and Bombay”, thinking it was some public declaration of love.

other than that, the other two, meaning vivian and jiaee, spent their time staring at that souffle french chef. tsktsk. his braces were sparkling the whole time, so hilarious. & he seriously looks like delon, except that he’s older.

other than that, nothing much besides siam-ing when i saw someone. :/

Conversations

I LOVE LOVE LOVE ALYYYYYYYYYY<3

i see the irony in that sentence! today is a total confession day with lots of gossip.

& i realised how retarded chenxing is. he wanted to send me the softcopy of the tickets to his topless dance. -.- funny guyyyy!

<2 minutes…

for donuts

i don’t know why, but it’s always these sudden cravings, not for donuts but for buying them. i got a dozen in less than 2 minutes. like what eehui said, i took more time ordering than queuing. hehe.

chinese remedial today was total boredom but a little weirdness, especially since i was in genin’s red light district. but i’m not going there because jinghan’s service is much better and much cheaper.

everything was made fun by eehui! hoho! suntec walking is tiring though. but say woohoo to ben n jerry’s. so expensive! i shall buy tubs next time.

counting with eehui the cost for a lifetime supply of ice cream, one tub every two weeks, was stupid. it costs a lot a lot, like over ten thousand? whoa whoa.

i can imagine eehui’s sj mates when they receive ONE donut, that means sharing between 4-5 people. HAHA.

yay to mrt ride today. stupid man playing some lame song game on his phone, wearing earphones, though they dont work. stupid aunties making me guilty for not giving up my seat. but there was hot guy. laugh laugh. 

i wasnt looking alright? just see see look look, see the green pastures and snow caps. and got reminded of *shit* henryyyyyyyy. sigh. nightmares tonight.  

thinking whether to go for the humanities drama thing in hwachong. i want to see chenxing dancing topless. imagine a black bamboo stick dancing, yepp, so chenxinggggg..

gosh.

 grah.. just found out something which is making me sad/depressed. gosh. my vocabulary’s getting limited.

oh gosh. i hate the letter J. i hate myself, a lot a lot.

  

Stop it, Jodie

just finished stoning around. sat in the toilet to cry and bathe, coming out an hour later. sat around in the balcony to cry, again.

i was just doing some reflection on year 2007, thinking of a lot of the events that happened this year, seeking for some direction on how next year should be, thinking what my dreams are.

& this totally wrong thinking just came into my mind: my dream is to make a change to people’s life, by donating all my organs to them.

and that, also means premature dying, which also means i was thinking of suicide. i was sitting in the balcony thinking of the way i should die so that my organs will remain perfectly fine and usable.

sometimes i wonder what’s life for, and why i actually think. i’ll prefer not to think. i don’t see why i should study either, since i don’t really plan to donate my brain with all that ‘wisdom’ in it.

“Seriously, Jodie, you should just stop it.”

grah. i’ll go write my letter to straits times forum.

Tired, really.

these two days of lessons have been really tiring for me, for us, for everyone. the extended lessons for each subjects have been really really dragggyyyyy, especially for literature and chinese. i don’t want to study anymore. >.<

playing bingo and some pen flicking game with mynehneh aka michelle tang was fun fun. whoa, i’m pro at drawing the obstacles for the pen game, try having some weird spongebob thing and my *ahem* mickey mouse, molly, awong and a boob-groping seth tan. hoho. i’m real pro:D

now it’s time for mugging, again. looking at my poor results, i have lots to catch up. so there’ll be lots of studying during the holidays for almost everyone. plus, school ends only on the 16th of november.

talking about 16th november, the teachers have decided not to ‘axe’ anyone from the student council. but if we get a good and below for our conduct and leadership, we will have a chat. hmm. actually it sounds interesting, but i’ll rather hope not to as gwong is really intimidating in a sense. and that also means that… i’ll be invested on the 16th. :O haha! i’m going zi high again.

ohh. and i love the pretty intelligent girls in our class., love sitting all together in a row. <3

PROMOTED; phew

results are BAD overall but hey, I CAN GET PROMOTED.

EL- B4

HCL- C6

MA- C6

AM- F9

CHEM- C6

BIO- D7

ELIT- D7

C. HUMANS- F9

alright. it’s so interesting, i failed all the papers i received today and passed all those yesterday. i kind of expected the results since i’ve been playing my way through the whole year.

but what really surprised me was that i passed my emath and chemistry, and i’ve never passed these two subjects before. which is yayness, but i failed my amath! my amath is usually better than my emath though.

and my higher chinese is a total mess. 51.5/110, i though it was overall and got scared. but phew, i realised i got 53% overall. lucky… for combined humanities, it’s was really really expected due to me doing last minute revision of whatever i studied. but my sickness was getting in the way, sorry to the class for my unstoppable coughing and sneezing and other what-nots.

oh wells. what’s over is over. we can only move foward or stay stationary. why not move forward? CHARGEEEE!

now i have to worry for my lovely daughter, eliz, who’s at risk but i bet she’ll be fine because she has my high IQ too! :] except that she doesn’t use it, just like me. in the genes, in the genes… but we have good luck going round too, so i bet she can do it!

blabbering doesn’t help. i’m just too nice to actually say something evil. & i’m not convinced, at all. you should have wrote a letter of whatever crap you wanted to say instead of wasting our time. & this also means i’ll be able to throw it away too. i think your reasons were simply a repetition to emphasise something that is totally unacceptable.

haven’t you learnt in english that when you argue, you focus on the pros and not the cons? i think focusing on the cons will not help to persuade us, or at least me.

since you don’t know how to juggle friendships, let me help you. i’ll just back out myself, not that i really treasure any of this anymore. it’s not worth it and i need someone who actually persuades with words and not her tears.

In short,

• stayovers at grandma’s house
• hanging with eehui in orchard
• going with her to german institute
• hanging out at scotts isetan with aunt and sister
• going to aunt’s house & ate ben ‘n’ jerry
• lots of slacking
• megan’s birthday party
• craving for books

and i shall read later! still have three books which i borrowed for the library. after those, trip to bishan library!

& yay to Aly &AJ! not to forget ashley tisdale’s headstrong!

Over

the much hated examinations are over, so finally… i guess my emotions, or should i say senses got the better of me. i screwed up my last few papers real bad, especially english literature, additional mathematics and elective geography. what can i do? over already, shan’t harp on it. like what mrs goh said, “You cannot move backwards so just charge forward.” Wow. I actually listened during assembly:D

anyway, i’m currently staying at my grandmother’s house. all of a sudden i’ve been spending a lot of time here. before the biology paper, before the geography paper etc etc. because of phoebe haha. and not to forget, the forever hyper boys. i’m getting old, i can’t catch up with them.

yesterday was just walking around suntec and marina square, where i had to suffer the noise in the arcade, which i realised was overwhelming. super noisy and blasted. ending with spaggedies was nice though. yumyum.

i just realised i have nothing on tomorrow, which is a holiday. someone doesn’t want to go out with me, i shall go ask vivian to go with me, perhaps.

so irritated with someone, can’t she just stay off our case? and getting those stuff is not going to help. it’s not going to make us look like good friends.

friends are forever. men are whatever.

:D:D

hyper hyper even though i screwed up my papers. which includes, CHINESE. i despise myself but it was tough, the art of cheemology. but at least, i DIDNT fall asleep. lovely lovely.

i love love yesterday for some weird reason which i will not tell because it’s a secret that i cannot tell. shh! haha!

& my computer is superbly screwed. i don’t know what to say la but i’m seriously pissed because this time, it’s my dad. wow la. if he wants to go view you-know-what, i don’t really care since it’s normal but choose the correct sites. don’t choose those frigging sites with frigging viruses that my anti software can’t detect. i bet we have to reformat, again.

FREAK.

finefine

skies clear and shining.

yeeyin, nothing le la. mei guan xi le.

when okay sounds alright but actually it’s not. BOO.

差一点你就是我的女人
差一些就和你共度一生
因为对的时间对的人
就值得我为你奋不顾身
差一点你就是我的女人
差一些手牵手的完整
却在对的时间错过对的人
抓不住幸福时分

eeyer. nice song but lyrics sound soooo wrong.

UGH

i just realised that you’ve seen it. v, did you? urgh. now i don’t even know which v i’m referring to. i mean i know la, but you people might just mess up all the facts and stuff thinking that it’s you and stuff. argh, don’t assume alright? it might not be you, though i don’t deny the fact that i’m bitching about you.

AHH. i give up la. i don’t want to say things just to appease you. enough. i had enough of planning to say the truth and end up exaggerating.

EEYER. jodie yeo, when are you going to stop exaggerating EVERYTHING you say?! enough. you’re just this huge bitch who keeps on hurting others while attempting to appease the other.

people say that i’m a human magnet, but i realised that all of them end up disliking me. it’s time to do all the reflection again. all these problem solving, after exams.

President’s Star Charity & ..

last night’s PSC was really hilarious with really obvious lipsynching which was made worse by daren tan of CSS. i guess i sort of realised it when olinda, michelle and jade came out to perform, their lips were just too exaggerated, who the hell sings with their lips opening and closing like goldfishes? it was convincing at first, a bit, until daren did a flip and his controls dropped out and yet there was this voice still singing. i should say he’s powerful since he can project his voice through the speakers without the mike working.

i was kind of disappointed by the kal ho naa ho performance as well. pretty woman really brought back a lot of memories, i believe, for all the 2gracians06′ whether they liked it or not. but for me, it was a pleasant experience where prancing around on stage in my chilli-red costume and bangles, and forgetting the dance steps. i can still remember rushing the day before, last minute work, but i was quite happy with the result, we were entertaining and enjoying ourselves. i was expecting a lot more last night as kym ng made it as if she was having a really hard time dancing and i really expected more sophisticated actions. however, she really disappointed me as i seriously couldn’t see her dancing at all, besides acting coy and all, she was stoning most of the time. eeyer was an apt word.

other than these few performances, i think the rest was alright. i shall not comment about the high school musical one though. i only like the ballroom dancing part and vas&pris. though for a moment, when vas lifted pris, pris’ scarf was wrapped around her head which made me laugh really loud. other than that, it was nice nice. and this means, i don’t even bother to think about dick leeeeee. ALIFF AZIZ<33

oh wells. today. i conquered the hateful subject–emath( fine, i admit i hate all math and sciences). i screwed up paper one but paper two was alright except for the last question which was not badly done, but badly set. i’ll go ask miss quek about that after the last paper. it’s impossible to find her now since the staff room is closed to students because the teachers are debating about the answers to the test papers. but i’m not going to get a pass since i left millions of questions empty for paper one, eeeyerrrr. i think i was the noisiest during the paper, i was like ’shit’-ing the whole time and singing out the question, hoping that i’ll suddenly remember something, shuffling my feet, pulling my hair and scratching my head. i bet de laoshi thought i was cheating. tomorrow’s english will be like walking in the pool, a little tough but will do, at most i’ll swim.

i just got something weird. dadadadadadadadada. & i need my iced milo:D

Pretty woman, dekho dekho na pretty woman
Pretty woman, dekhte ho na pretty woman
Pretty woman, tum bhi kaho na pretty woman