perhaps it’s our fault, or maybe it’s just us being too sensitive, but things are getting worser by the day, feeling irked after every passing day. your whines are especially high pitched, exposing the fact that you seriously have a weird voice. that’s forgiven since you were born with it, however, the way you use your voice is discouraged. what makes things worse is that your jealous side is showing, and we can see it clearly. jealous of others’ results and being indignant? i guess that’s not how a good friend should be. substitutes are what we’re slowly evolving to. we’ve become a toy train that you play after you get sick of your barbie dolls. no matter how much we try to convey our unhappiness, you just don’t seem to be able to accept it.
we have a life too, we don’t live just because you do. you don’t make a difference, except adding in the conflict factor into our lives. i thought we were good friends, i believe you did too, but all these anger and discontent has been snowballing since last year. it’s become too heavy a burden, and our shoulders are starting to give way, unable to endure it anymore. but we’re still trying our best. we’re trying to let this friendship go on, trying to salvage the situation. but you don’t seem to realise all this commotion and still continue going through each day as happy as can be. i don’t know what’s going to happen, just the fact that you’ll be hurt. our feelings of hate and betray in the long term, hitting you like a lightning bolt. 长痛不如短痛。
exams in a few days. but i’ve not completed studying. :/ luckily, this week’s papers have not much to study. grah. i can’t wait to receive my results and see the D7s-F9s printed all over my paper. yay. say hello to an MSG of 7.++. wonderful.
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