Chemistry

i’ve got the whole chemistry solubility table in my head but i’m losing all that chemistry that i used to have with this certain person. i think the examinations are getting to me, i need to search for that soul i used to have, used to. i guess nowadays i really have my ups and my downs, that didn’t really happen in the past.

i really feel like shutting up and stop talking so much but it’s difficult to sustain because almost everybody will come and ask me why i’m not talking. in the first place, why did i have to build up that character of someone who will die without talking? i should stop hanging onto the past and start moving forward.

oh wells. my memory impressed me last night. i just read through twice and i memorised the solubility table. to think i took so much time in the past to memorise trivial stuff. so satisfied with myself. now i shall continue studying chemistry and emath. haha, and i forgot that i told myself not to use the computer but i’ve been using it pratically everyday. oops.

yesterday i dug out some of my dad’s really old cd which was accumulating dust for years and i’ve taken a liking for richard marx. it’s quite good:D & not to forget, my latest all-time favourite! 西界！

阳光越过窗沿
我在阴影里面
才过正午13点
就漆黑一片
没有人看得见
我心深处的阴暗面
只能眺望东边
你的世界太远
撑到想象的极限
幸福有多甜
可黑夜已吞噬我
就是拉不到你的手 

因为我活在西边
只拥有半个白天
一到午后夜色就蔓延
虽然和你面对面
却看不到我的脸
感觉到你不安的视线
在西界的那一边
只能有半个白天
暗自祈祷上天的垂怜
在长夜的边缘
给我一丝光线
让你能多看我一眼

Big Change

my room is reduced to nothing, sort of. xD we removed the double decked bed and now we’re like deprived kids sleeping on the floor. not that i mind though, i hate sleeping too much above the ground, now i won’t feel so suspended. we added in a new built-in cabinet and brought in a chest of drawers which was initially in the living room.

next step will be painting the walls. i shall wait till my parents find a trusted painter.

scrubbing the bedroom walls was tough but fun at the same time, and the water was of a ‘beautiful’ colour.

i just realised emath is on monday. & i’m not really bothering to study since i need a 75% just to pass and that’s impossible for me. i’ll study chemistry theory stuff first i guess.

i have a sudden weird urge to lie on someone’s lap.

PAPAYA & on the edge

huge amount of hypering today though chinese paper one was shit.

ice cream with bananas was driving me bananas. rusky’s disgusting sniffing around was gross. and idesire&uzap, makes us weirdos but idesire was whoooo…

and plucking papayas made me realise how much talent i have in this aspect. i’m the papaya queen! eehui, you suck la, plucked only one papaya and that hit your shoulder.  hoho!

DONUTS

i know this sounds totally out, especially during exam period, but i went to queue for donuts at raffles city! grah. i know i’m supposed to study or at least stay at home, but i couldn’t resist going with vivian to make her IC. after which, we went to bras basah to walk walk and then stroll to raffles city.

and i just had this sudden urge, so did vivian, to queue up for donuts. what’s weird about it is that:

• i’ve never liked donuts
• i HATE queuing
• i don’t see how delicious it can be after my first try

but a call to phoebe confirmed my decision to queue because she wanted some! i got a dozen to share with loads of people! not my friends though, sorry, there won’t be a next time too, today’s was a craving.

i’m only like this because of.. SOCIAL STUDIES. i screwed it up totally. plus, i wrote out of reasoning for english composition. how can someone who’s dead write a recount? zomg. i think i’m getting dumber by the day. i better not fail english if not, i’ll get retained, which i am highly in risk of.

two papers down. and a whole lot more to go. let’s think chinese first. before i get reminded that, i am going to get F9 for both sciences and math. psssttt.

SHH.

i think perhaps things are still under control? or maybe not, she realised it already. oh wells, since she’s not curious about it, i shan’t say a word. if i don’t say and you don’t say, no one will know right? fine, perhaps i take things a bit too positively but it’s examination period! what do you expect? i’m double the hyperness, obviously; i started a paper ball war today! it was super duper fun, making small balls out of scrap paper and throwing it at, supposedly, michelle anne lim, but it ended up to be wanjuan-isabelle-chinara-alison-eileen-michelle tang-xiaoqi-qimin-huishan. i had showers instead of singly hits. they just dumped a whole load at me. xD super fun! plus my super light and super floatable ‘qu si airline’. i think it’s the best airline which provides the best service and brings you to heaven-hell! finefine, i admit that it’s the only plane around but who cares it’s still the BEST!

after school was really really tiring for me! due to my loss in stamina after a long break from running, morning jog this morning was a total KILLER. BUT, that was not the worst for today. stupid eliz and michelle tang hid my phone in the lockers and that yeeyin lied to me that she herself took it, making me chase her all over the school (exaggeration) and we both ended up being locked out of class. what’s even funnier was that, in our attempt to lock michelle anne and yeeyin in the balcony, the super duper strong one aka me, tore the doorknob off the door. NOT MY FAULT OK! the school’s doorknob’s of poor quality!

this is one thing i love about threecharity! we are just so wacky! it’s the day right before exams and yet we’re going  super high  and crazy, and not bothering about the examinations. however, it did work in letting some of us relax, like michelle anne, since she was getting nervous. i think now she’ll remember more report formats and social studies notes!

area licensing scheme. electronic road pricing. vehicle quota system. park and ride scheme. 
graduate mothers scheme. three or more if you can afford it. attracting foreign talent. pro-family measures.
many helping hands approach. individual responsibilty. family support. community help. government support.
stop at two policy. 

i still have tons to go. i’ve roughly read through them but with STM, i forgot everything already. besides those above. i shall go studyyyy! D i like studying social studies, now, the stuff is like relevant, i shall start planning for my retirement. xD

Blind dates

to lighten the atmosphere, i shall talk about the wonderful concept that miss quek taught us/revised with us today!

• Meets—>1 or 2 points
• Touch—>1 point
• Does not touch—>0 points

so exciting! to earn more points when on a blind date where first impressions count, please be punctual and don’t forget to touch each other A LOT.

yay. mathematics can be so fun! determinants are nice. TOUCH TOUCH.

Flaws

perhaps it’s our fault, or maybe it’s just us being too sensitive, but things are getting worser by the day, feeling irked after every passing day. your whines are especially high pitched, exposing the fact that you seriously have a weird voice. that’s forgiven since you were born with it, however, the way you use your voice is discouraged. what makes things worse is that your jealous side is showing, and we can see it clearly. jealous of others’ results and being indignant? i guess that’s not how a good friend should be. substitutes are what we’re slowly evolving to. we’ve become a toy train that you play after you get sick of your barbie dolls. no matter how much we try to convey our unhappiness, you just don’t seem to be able to accept it.

we have a life too, we don’t live just because you do. you don’t make a difference, except adding in the conflict factor into our lives. i thought we were good friends, i believe you did too, but all these anger and discontent has been snowballing since last year. it’s become too heavy a burden, and our shoulders are starting to give way, unable to endure it anymore. but we’re still trying our best. we’re trying to let this friendship go on, trying to salvage the situation. but you don’t seem to realise all this commotion and still continue going through each day as happy as can be. i don’t know what’s going to happen, just the fact that you’ll be hurt. our feelings of hate and betray in the long term, hitting you like a lightning bolt. 长痛不如短痛。

exams in a few days. but i’ve not completed studying. :/ luckily, this week’s papers have not much to study. grah. i can’t wait to receive my results and see the D7s-F9s printed all over my paper. yay. say hello to an MSG of 7.++. wonderful.

SCREWED

blogger is screwed! it lags my entire computer! thus, wordpress. try try la. see if it lags. currently, it’s not.

that’s not the only thing screwed, my results are screwed. i need to cut from a 27 to a 1o plus. i have to work my msg to at last a 4.++. try try la. a bit late but luckily, o’ levels are next year.

phoebe is screwed too. few more days/weeks to psle and she’s failing her prelims. too late to start pulling up her socks. just hope she’ll be alright. she should have continued track&field, at least, she would be able to DSA then.

good luck to all.

♥ZACHARY DAVID ALEXANDER EFRON

MOULIN ROUGE, if you watched it, you will never deny that it’s super duper nice, my all-time favourites.

i know it’s kind of long ago, in fact very very long ago. but sudden craze with the songs, again, made me really love the show loads. i think the songs are like fabulous and i love love NICOLE KIDMAN.

i officially am in love with the name ZACHARY, after i realised that zac efron’s real name was ZACHARY DAVID ALEXANDER EFRON. i didnt quite like the name ZAC because it was three weird letters. but now, the name is lovely, which makes me so in love with him.

not really, haha, i’m more interested in babies. i can’t wait to smell one, i keep smelling baby smell, like baby powder-milk-johnson’s baby wash kind of smell. FANTASTIC. i cant wait for sarah’s birth! babies galore : DD

p.s. sorry for the super duper redness. red in my colour of the month-term-whatsoever. not in that sense if you’re not thinking on the right path.

IM SURPRISED
that I, jodie yeo, can actually get A1 for chinese prelims!

paper 1 part 1: 34/50
paper 1 part 2: 13.5/20
paper 2: 59.5/70

im super happy with my comprehension. yayness. my paper one was bad, but i think i’ll do better for the chinese o levels on the 31st. good(:

two more weeks. AND I’VE NOT FELT THE HEAT. gosh, i need fear and panic. can that be nurtured? grahh. i dont know what to do now. but im doing math homework.

but guess what?

there’s no revision happening YET. :/

literature; creation of lies

seriously, none of the things that i penned down for literature is actually the truth.
do i look like i find the lovers and the craftsmen amusing?
shakespeare and i on a totally different wavelength.

a different humour of times

recent movies i’ve watched: ratatouille on last saturday and hairspray yesterday.

ratatouille first, yay. guess who i saw? BAIFENG D hyperhyper! but the cinema’s projector was crazy. anyway, i watched it with hong gugu, phoebe, denise and jeron. jeron was super cute. he kept coming to me just to offer me A popcorn, meaning one miserable bit. and when he finished, he came to me to ask for more. and he went poking the person siiting in front of him. naughty naughty. the show was not bad, quite amazing to see how pictures can actually move and become so 3 dimensional. the storyline was pretty interesting too, creatively done. but i think finding nemo is much better. maybe because it’s more colourful? haha. but paris was shown beautifully on ratatouille, cant imagine how they make it so realistic.

next was hairspray! oh gosh. it was like fantabulous! i just love love love nikki blonsky and zac efron! zac efron is super duper hot, unlike the high school musical times! though, he sort of shared the same hairstyle as superman. LOL. anyway, nikki blonsky is like really hot! she’s like super confident and her inner beauty really shines through. she’s one person that really appeals to me, not in that context. the songs are super nice and we started moving along, we DIDNT dance. ahhah. but we were throwing the popcorn seeds in front, where there was a couple sitting.

RULES
1. put ur music player on shuffle
2. for each ques, press the next button to get ure ans, you must write the song name down no matter how silly it sounds!!ok here goes!!!

1. You have great potential in….
xun bao- zhang shao han. hmm? i’ve never tried that

2. You’re greatest weakness is…..
guo min- yang cheng lin. i’m over allergic to what? you? you dont make me weak, ok..

3. What inspires you the most?
jing ling- chen yi. inspired by genies, i’ll see.

4. What do you think of yourself?
stranger- hilary duff. i guess so, i dont really know myself.

5. What do you hate most in the world?
dont write me off- hugh grant. true, so you better not do that. >.<

6. What do you feel about your teachers?
everywhere i go- katherine mcphee. duh. with a teacher like miss quek, you’ll never know when she’s going to call you or STALK you just for homework.

7. What is your attitude towards life?
mai ya tang- jay chou. does this mean i think life is sweet or does it mean that the world is sticky?

8. What is the most important thing in your life?
i hope you dance- lee ann womack. i dont dance so i guess i have to rely on you to dance right? perhaps it’ll be important.

9. What do people of the opposite gender think of you?
be good to me- ashley tisdale. i’m quite nice to guys okay! maybe a little freaky only. (:

10. Whats your current obsession?
take control- amerie. i dont think i’m that bossy but oh wells.

11. What do you feel about your past?
le yuan- jolin tsai. i dont think my past was so fun but i guess it was a million times better than now.

12. What kind of music do you enjoy the most?
tian shi ji du de sheng huo- gary cao. angelic melodies? that kind of means that i’m dying soon right? maybe i’ll start planning my suicide.

13. What do hope to acheive in the next 2 years?
bei pan- gary cao. okayyy……

14. What are u looking forward to?
island in the sun- emma roberts. i’m kind of here already but i’m looking forward to going to another one which is far from home! (:

15. What’s your ambition?
qing zhu- yang cheng lin. whoa. celebrate? i think i’m like some party planner or weeding planner of some sort. or perhaps a baker or florist luh. :/

16. Finally…. What will be your happiest moment of your life?
zhu ti qu- lin yu zhong. when my theme song plays, it’ll be the peak of my life. xD

i have a sudden thing for cursing on blogs. i think it’s kind of cool(:

but i dont know how to curse. grah. i think i shall take up praying instead. anyway, it seems like the most understandable thing to take up. the people who are willing to talk and listen to me seems lacking and the air around me seems to be thinning out. or perhaps it’s just me taking up more space. xD

and yay! i managed to get the msn of the hyper nice interacters from RI *flaunts at elizabeth with a huge grin* and dear elizabeth, i’ve even talked to two of them on msn and got their numbers. get jealous my dear! it’s okay, i’ll plan an outing with them after our eoys. someone said he’ll contact me. hohoho eliz!