i’m freaking tired of myself and my stupid habits and antics.

first was math test and it was horrible because i only know how to do one full question and it seriously sucked. this is like the first math test i studied for and it just sucked.

what was worse was the actual fact that for the first time in my life, my nametag got confiscated, by myself. i just reached class to collect my bag to go to cca and i totally forgot about english oral downstairs and the people in the class were making a lot of noise. and jeya just popped in about 5 seconds later. and she scolded us and made me confiscate the nametags and go find her later.

i did, at around four thirty and the best part was, gwong was right beside. i could sense the disappointment when he said, “jodie ah..” and also in miss jeya when she told me that she didnt expect me to do this. gosh. i almost wanted to cry, which i did in instalments from the moment i stepped out of the staffroom till now.

this is so going to halve my chances of getting into student council. i’m super scared about tomorrow’s pmb meeting tomorrow. it’s getting tougher to concentrate when i get reminded of the three tests. gosh.