the pitch in just a few more hours! gasp!

i’m going to be so disappointing. i’m so prepared but i just can’t overcome my stage fright. i know i can do it, i know i can, but i’m just going to screw the whole thing up. i know my stuff, i know that, i know i can be confident, but somehow, the confident me hasn’t been coming out for speeches. i can never do presentations. ZOMG.

and daryl is going. gosh gosh. i’m so going to lose it. NONO. SEAN’s presenting too as he got merit. i need something to calm me down and give me assurance.

ZOMG. i just realised how much i want this. and i can’t achieve it. ZOMG.